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Michaelmacs' Story

my story is simaler to others I was abused from 5 years old by both parents phishicaly and sexualy. only when iwas 7 years old i caught my so called mother in bed with my grandad, she chased me and stabbed me twice so i spent the next eight months in hospital, icompleatly blocked this out for years only i never for some reason blocked out the sexual or the rest of the phycal abuse. i run away from home a number of times at thirteen i had as much as i could take so i threw my father down the stairs and broke is arm, at fourteen i left home, because they thought i might tell the police what had happened, they told them i had stole some money, one thing my parents did was tell all their friends that me and the rest of us were thieves. about eight years later because of all the problems i was having i stole some guns and amonition to kill my parents any way i got caught, after reading a number of things the judge told me to give up hating, one problem with this is when the hate is so strong you have no idea how to deal with it, amumber of years later my sister commited suicide because her husband found her in bed with my father six months later she was dead, eight months after this my brther did the same . then the same day i go online my second brother kills hinself. even though i cannot sort out some of my deep routed problems I have been campaining for anumber of years now to stop all abuse weather childre or vonrable adults i would add more only the last time i told my story the person had nightmairs for months. and he was trained to deal with things like this yours michaelmac

 

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